Random-ness

On Tuesday night, walking home from Crusade, Andrea and I began walking across the street, and around the corner a car turning right zoomed by, just in time, we jumped back, out of the way. We kind of laughed and continued on across the street and then, turning left a car stopped about a foot from hitting me... once again, Andrea had jumped back, but I had not. It was clearly our turn to walk, but I guess cars don't often pay attention. Jesus was walking with me that night... and always. Andrea said she was ready to "assess the situation" if I had been hit and that she would have moved me to a safe place. I like Andrea, I feel safe with her.

On a side note, I am sick. Sick and dying. I love Andrea, but she got me sick. I slept for 13-some hours last night... it was amazing, but I'm ready to sleep some more. I met with Adrienne for lunch today.. I like her a lot, I could deffinately see her and I becoming very good friends. at 2:30, I'm meeting Joanna for coffee... I may just have tea though. I find that though "Physical Touch" is my Love Language, "Quality Time" is right up there as well. I love to snugle, but I also loving hanging out one-on-one with people.

Its almost my birthday, I'm pretty excited about that... the big 2-0. Just think, almost a year from now I will be able to drink. Too bad I don't really want to do that... If I really did want to drink, what would stop me from drinking now? hmm.. not much. Whelp, then when I turn 21 it doesn't look like my life will be drastically changing... Good. Good to know.

I wish I wasn't feeling weak and sick. I walked across the street earlier and got out of breath. That's no way to live. Adrienne wants me to go see the play "The Silent Woman" with her tonight. I would like to go, but right now I do not feel much like going and trying to be present in mind. I'm rather out of it. After hanging out with Joanna, I can sleep for the rest of the day. Except that I have homework due tomorrow. That's unfortunate.

Lots of my friends are getting married. I feel as though many of my friends are either in serious relationships or engaged (which in itself is pretty serious.) I don't have many friends in casual relationships. Last night Hope, Andrea and I went to dinner at Denny's. I had Chicken-fried Steak with mashed potates. Hope talked of wanting a boy friend. I don't want one. I mean, I'm a girl and I'm a hopeless romantic girl, so obviously I would like one. But I don't know anyone I would want to, or even consider actually dating. I just don't have time for a boy. And thats okay with me. I went through my hooker days and experienced enough boy junk that I'm cool about not needing one right now... or even for a long time yet. I've onlymet one boy I would even remotely consider dating on a serious note... and he did not feel the same, which is fine.

I really wish I felt better. I feel nasty. Okay, I'm going to go meet Joanna and then maybe I'll be able to sleep a little bit later....