Today has not been a good day for me. Its started out well enough, had soem time between class to pray.. then some things happened and my day turned sad and confused and upset... then I came back to my room and was just really not feeling very well physically either. I have a headache and I feel like I could throw up. I went to a college girls Bible study held by the church this evening after dinner with Javier and that was really good. I do look forward to that. Gosh, I'm not feeling well in multiple ways right now. I feel like it was just a rather joyless sick day... no good. But God is still teaching me things, its just hard waiting for the answers right now.